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Topic title: I Have A Little Confession...
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I know most of you won't understand but please help me out with this crazy problem of mine, this is the only place where I can freely admit to this. And no I aint trying to tick you off, I just wanna make sure I'm not the only one. :) I dont care if I get banned, I feel I have to get this off my back! In short, I love jacking off, especially jacking off to trains. I just wish I was more brave and rebellious so that I could stick my own **** into the fueltank of a CP SD40, my personal fave guys. I know that I could give myself great pleasure with my own d**k, but I need to be around rail equipment for it to work ugghhhh! >_
My personal preference is the wheels with their thin profile and mirror-finish tread, I simply can't resist it! I would also like to jackoff beside a moving train though I've only had the guts to do that in a secluded non public place, and believe me I have gotten ALLOT of weird looks from railroaders as a result, even had the cops called on me on a few occasions. >:( Do you have any idea how embarrassing that is!?!? Gosh, ppl these days really need to mind their own business for once!! I do have old loco parts (namely brake shoes and a few headlight bulbs, even a coupler off a gondola) that I happily jizzum on every night when I can and it is absolutely marvelous, I simply cannot tell you how good. I've had this problem since I was in fifth grade (I'm 18 now btw) never once had a sex companion which really takes its toll. :'(
I don't remember exactly how it started, but certainly growing up homeschooled around a family with rail memorabilia didn't help matters. I have had my step parent catch me rubbing-off on HO scale SD40s, not very pleasant let me tell you, especially after being committed to the children's psychiatric hospital for five months. I know it sounds weird, but an awesome experience would be to have someone spinning a train wheel flange up my butt while I am jacking-off. Would be great to have them insert 3 to 5 model locos into my a**hole too. And I'd really love to have a trio of SD40s rip me a new one! 'tis a dream for now, tho. But please don't judge me - to each their own, right? :) I know railfanning is suppose to be a fun casual hobby, but it aint my fault I've gotten attached in such a way. Now, I want you to be honest, do you think I should pursue this little habit of mine or do you seriously think I need help? And if anyone else has a train fetish (tho I doubt I'll come across any here), can they please come forward? It would certainly mean allot to me! Again, sorry if i ticked anyone off, but as a highly insecure individual amongst many ppl in the real world I do feel this is the proper place :)
Love, Audith
-- Edited by Peter Radanovic on Wednesday 14th of September 2011 07:56:47 PM
-- Edited by Peter Radanovic on Wednesday 14th of September 2011 07:57:11 PM
-- Edited by Peter Radanovic on Wednesday 14th of September 2011 07:57:47 PM
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Guess who I am talking about.
Hint, hint.
He loves useless petroleum...
He hates the European union.
He thinks he controls the world...
Turns out he's a real Republican terd.
He supports global warming... We should have seen that one coming.
He is a dumbass...
No wonder he had to pay just to get into class.
All the problems in the world today...
Republicans had to relate to it in some way.
THANK YOU, THANK YOU!
